3 years ago today (and this very hour to be exact) we lost someone amazing. Twelve hours after that I got the news that would change my life in so many ways. “Everything happens for a reason” is what I always tell myself. “The rest is rust and stardust” good and bad. But I’ll never find a reason good enough for what happened to you. The only positive I can see from all this is I completely changed my attitude towards people but that’s a pretty selfish reason and clearly not big enough to stop it from hurting. I swear to God, I will do anything to save someone. I can’t bear to think of anything going through what you did. I was in work all day and you were constantly on my mind, I was already teary and then our song came on and it hit me again.
It was nice to see your family today. Sucks that it’s only ever once a year. Miss you bro.